hope its easier wherever you are now. keep smiling - yours is a beautiful one.
xox


She Is GoneShe is gone And in these night hours I feel her loss all the keener The numbness seeps away with the daylight and as the night rolls in - and it rolls in dark and all consuming - It cocoons me in the pain of her loss The immensity of it strikes with such a shocking stunning blow Leaving me winded But before I can recover my breath it is there Loss pulling me in every direction Tearing me apart Ripping at the seams And somehow this pain is beautiful Because I am surrounded by her Every corner, every thought, every smile Yet in all the perfect agony i wonder - iShe Is Gone


StolenHe pulled her down and ripped her shirt He shoved her face into the dirt He bit her neck and tore her skin She fought so hard not to let him in But his hand was pushed between her thighs The other muffled her futile criesStolen
Tears slid silently down her face His excitement made his breathing race A few sharp blows to her head And she lay still, as if dead Bloodied pants were cast aside He violently thrust his way inside
The sickened fantasy finally satisfied So the stranger ran away to hide He left his quarry exposed and bare And the fiend fle


Remembering AgainI turn around and my blood runs cold. I can't help but stare, rooted to the spot in total disbelief. I watch as she throws her arms around his neck and plants her lips against his cheek, his hands tangling in her blonde hair as he returns her embrace. Her eyes are smiling, a combination of intoxication and a thrill at being surrounded by people who adore her. I adore her too but can only feel betrayed.Remembering Again
My former pleasure in the crowded room with its too-loud music dissipates. Suddenly I can feel the bodies that push against me and I can smell the muskiness of the room, the sc


Shift Back to RealityIt happens sometimes. I'll be floating, having fallen into a comfort I can't remember owning and then it shifts. Suddenly everything is all wrong. The edges are too sharp, the colours too bright, and I am forced to rememeber that the comfort never lasts. It's not my life, this one that I think I've been living. No, mine is a life of black and shades of gray, jagged edges and words delivered by forked tongues. I am yanked back to a painful reality, a darkness so all consuming that it is hard to believe I ever thought I could escape this. Even in the glaring sunlight my shadows aShift Back to Reality


Breath Now, You're FreeBreath Now Youre FreeBreath Now, You're Free
Close your eyes I just want you to breath now, Close your eyes and breath Let it all go now, Youre safe now, Youre here now.
I just want you to inhale Let it all go, Breath in deep, And close your eyes, Let it all go now, Youre here now, Youre safe now.
Release and let it all go I promise youll make it I promise itll be so, So much better now Here youll always have a place to go
So just relax now, This will all be over so


Insomnia-A dark nursery rhymeInsomnia:Insomnia-A dark nursery rhyme
twinkle twinkle little pain I see you’ve come to play again lodged here in my soul so tight turning brightness into night twinkle twinkle tearing ache please let me sleep to never wake….
…now I lay me down to sleep my life in tatters at my feet.. if I should Wake before I die I pray these tattered wings can fly..
twinkle twinkle empathic strain I never want to feel again trapped here in this world so cold where self is wrong and Us is gold. twinkle twinkle falling tear.. how i


stop ruining autumn.listen:stop ruining autumn.
fall makes me think of leaving and of apple cider, though i never liked apple cider.
but i liked the idea of it.
listen:
two years ago i met a boy as fragile as dead leaves, who called me his little spring girl. (i'd always liked autumn the best.) he kissed the two soft dimples on the small of my back and told me helikedme helovedme hewantedme.
and oh, by the way, "everything good must come to an end."
listen:
on our one year anniversary we picked out two pumpkins and i drew elephants on them for us to carve. he cut his out so aggressive


Necromancer's LullabyHush little baby, don't you cry Daddy's gonna sing you a lullaby Of death and darkness and eerie things That travel the night on gilded wings Of witches and demons and monsters so fierce Of battles and swords and arrows that peirce Of the spells and secrets of my sacred Art That darken even the purest heart And if, through it all, you begin to fear Remember that I am always here So take the legacy I gift to thee And when I am gone, remember me.Necromancer's Lullaby
| female, 18, melbourne, australia, university, employed, straight, tired. |
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"How, in the name of everything sharp.." - BB
"I can't even begin to explain that.." - L
"Did someone say Tetris?" - Matt
"Who the hell died and made you boss?" - Mello
"I think there's something wrong with the Wammy Kids." - Near
love ya my fucked up friend
xo
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'In the Kingdom of Hope, there is no Winter...'
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